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Oh hello. I am Narah and I am 18. Dark chocolates,marshmallows and novels are my favorite things.



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Monday, March 29, 2010
Birth Date. Very True.

November 01 - 16
Lion
If you are a Lion : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You try your best to avoid a situation where you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you on how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs! Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful!


My birth date: 5th November.
Your Life
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so.

Your Love
Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy become worse.
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn your life through your personal experiences.


Forgive me- Ahmad Bukhatir


Today, upon a bus,
I saw a girl with golden hair.
And wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and wore a crutch.
But as she passed, she smiled.
Oh God, forgive me when I whine. When I whine.
I have two legs the world is mine.

I stopped to buy some candy.
The lad who sold it had such charm.
I talked with him, he seemed so glad.
If I were late, it `d do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me,
"I thank you, you've been so kind.
You see," he said, "I `m blind"
Oh God, forgive me when I whine. When I whine.
I have two eyes the world is mine.

I saw a child with eyes of blue.
He stood and watched the others play.
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join the others, dear?"
He looked ahead without a word.
And then I knew. He couldn't hear.
Oh God, forgive me when I whine. When I whine.
I have two ears the world is mine.

With feet to take me where I `d go.
With eyes to see the sunset's glow.
With ears to hear what I'd know.
Oh God, forgive me when I whine. When I whine.
I have blessed indeed, the world is mine



Its a beautiful song with a touching video. Go on and watch his video people.
Forgive me-Ahmad Bukhatir.



Saturday, March 27, 2010
Blondes. Singaporeans counted;)

A blonde texts her boyfriend and asks him:
"Do you know what IDK means?"
Her boyfriend replies:
" I don't know."
Blonde replies:
"OMG! NOBODY KNOWS!"

A guy is driving in a car with a blonde. He asked her if his blinker is working. She sticks her head out the window and says "yes, no, yes, no, yes, no"


A lovely blonde orders a 9 inch pizza. The man behind the till asks if she wants it cut into 9 pieces or 12. The blonde replies, "Oh nine please. I could never eat twelve!"

Why did the blond get a boyfriend before she went to the amusement park?
Because the sign said no single riders.

A Blonde is looking at a map and it says 'YOU ARE HERE'
The Blonde screams "HOW DO THEY KNOW?!"

If you wanna keep a Blonde busy, then grab a piece of paper and write on both sides " Turn the Page"


You know your a blonde when you ask a question and the answer you get is
"Its a good thing your pretty"

I'm trying to count my blonde moments in the past week.....Oops,I lost count! ;D


Thursday, March 25, 2010


Your date with the Scorpio could be heaven or hell depending on the Scorpio\'s mood. Scorpio people are intense, ardent, passionate and extremists. They do not like indefinite or gray situations. Scorpios have a very strong intuition that will allow them to perceive the results of any situation before it occurs, and it will also help them discover the lies told by people around them.

People born under the sign of Scorpio are very noble and direct with their opinions. Their ruling planets are Mars and Pluto, which will endow them with great energy and make them invincible in every aspect. However, they can lose their patience easily and their explosions of anger are fearful.Scorpio Dating Tip:
Don't try to fool the Scorpio. Be honest and straightforward on your date. Scorpio people love strong, decisive, and ambitious persons, full of initiative. They need a continuous, daily and hourly relationship. Love will lead them into passionate situations.
Another dating advice: Open yourself up and be original. Don't be too conservative on your first date and go with the flow.



If I trust you enough to confide in you,
then I trust you won't be confiding what I confided in you to anyone.

Faham?


Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Fucking frust.



A picture speaks a thousand words.
Go figure.


Monday, March 22, 2010
just shut up.

You're being goddamn unreasonable.
Flaring up at the slightest miscommunications.
Then trying to be nice at the very next moment.
You blame me for every single thing.
But do I ever blame you?
I can blame you for plenty of things if I behaved my age.
But I don't.
I'd like to see how you'd feel if I were to do that.
Can't wait to get out.

no XOXO.
just plain annoyance.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I am tired of going out everyday.
I yearn to wake up in the afternoon, grab my camera and head out to wherever the wind takes me.
Ok, no. haha.
But just have an uneventful day.
Rilek one corner eh. *shudders*
haha.
Anyways, I hope I get something by Wednesday.
If I don't, then forget it uh.
:D


Friday, March 19, 2010

OMG!
I SAVED THE SHERIFF!
YAYYYY.
FINALLY.
ok. I finally completed the game, "Save the Sheriff".

YAYYYYY! IRAH FEELS A SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT~
:D
You should try it ok. http://www.miniclip.com/games/save-the-sheriff/en/
Something like Super Mario, but the characters are different.


Don't judge me.


Yes.
Judge me by my habits.
Judge me by my actions.
Judge me by my hasty words.
Judge me by my face.
Judge me by their words.
Judge me by my insecurities.
Judge me by my misunderstandings.

But, dont and you never will try to
Judge me by getting to know me.
Why won't you?

Because, underneath it all, I'm just like you.
When you've understood that, then I'll get to know you as well.


Thursday, March 18, 2010
Friends with benefits.



There you go shals:D
BOLD/UNDERLINE WHATEVER THAT U HAVE DONE BEFORE:

My shortest relationship was a month.
I’ve had a few short-term boyfriends.
I’ve been given flowers.
I’ve been given chocolate.
I’ve been given shoes/clothes.
I’ve been given jewelry.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve been kissed under the stars.
I’ve been kissed on a roller coaster.
I’ve been kissed in a pool.
I’ve been kissed underwater.
I’ve been kissed while I was driving.
I’ve been kissed while I was asleep.
I’ve been kissed in a bus.
I’ve been kissed while laying in the grass.
I’ve been on a date.
I’ve been on a group date.
I’ve taken a nap with a guy.
I’ve made out in a closet.
I’ve made out with just a friend.
I’ve made out with a member of the same sex.
I’ve played some sort of kissing game.
I’ve been asked out in person.
I’ve been asked out online.
I’ve been asked out over the phone.
I’ve been asked out on Valentine’s Day.
A guy has cooked for me.
A guy has written me a poem.
A guy has sang for me.
A guy has played guitar for me.
A guy has carried me.
A guy has given me a piggy back ride.
I’ve cuddled with a guy whom I wasn’t dating.
I’ve been kissed on the lips.
I’ve been kissed on the neck.
I’ve been kissed on the stomach.
I’ve been kissed on the nose.
I’ve been kissed on the top of the head.
I’ve been kissed on the hand.
I’ve been kissed on the feet.
I’ve received a hickey.
I’ve given a hickey.
I’ve been in love.
I’ve been in lust.
I’ve confessed to a crush.
A crush has confessed to me.
I’ve been in a love triangle.
I’ve been on a date to the movies.
I’ve been on a date to a restaurant.
I’ve been on a date to an arcade.
I’ve had a crush on a member of the same sex before and I’m straight.
I’ve been felt up in public.
I’ve been cheated on.
I’ve had feelings for somebody else when I was already taken.
I’ve had feelings for a friend’s boyfriend.
A friend has dated my ex.
I’ve dated a friend’s ex.
I’m still friends with an ex.
A guy has talked dirty to me before.
I celebrate anniversaries.
I celebrate monthsaries.
I’ve never been given a promise ring.
A guy has promised me forever.
If I have a boyfriend, I give him nicknames.
I’ve fallen for my best friend.
A guy has given me a foot massage.
A guy has rubbed my shoulders.
I like holding hands in public.
A guy has tried to take me away from my boyfriend.
I’ve cooked/baked for a guy.
I’ve stayed up late talking to a guy I had feelings for.
I haven’t had a sleepover with the opposite sex.
I’ve led a guy on.
I’ve knowingly teased a guy.
I’ve been in the same class as a boyfriend.
I’ve never been in a long distance relationship

This innocence,is brilliant.
I hope that it would stay.
This moment is perfect,
Please don't go away.
After this, comes the unavoidable kiss.
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
DANGEROUS LIASIONS.

I am a fan of Stephanie Meyer. I love her works. I love her literature. I love her plots and twists. To add to that, Yes. I love Edward Anothony Masen Cullen.
No. Not Rob Pattinson.
Not the movie.
I like the fiction character. I like the Edward in the book. Somehow, dear Edward isn't portrayed well and fully in the movie. Then again, this is my opinion. I know its very controversial. Rob Pattinson isn't hot. He isn't as hot as Edward portrayed in the book. People who actually read the Twilight series before going gaga over the movies alone might understand what I mean by this.

;)

The thing is, I'm getting disturbed with the increasing number of people who go around saying they're obsessed with characters from Twilight. Suddenly, everywhere you go, if you were to mention, "Twili..." these people just arghhh.
Annoying.

It seems like a bloody good time to ask a question:
“Huh?”
After all, vampires have been around awhile. So why this new burst of enthusiasm for the undead?
EFFING GOOD QUESTION.

Reason: (referrals to net)
Vampires symbolize everything from sex fantasies to escapism from swine flu worries to darker social issues.

Perfect example:EDWARD.
“Edward is a very romantic, smoldering figure"
Girls love the image of a damaged, morally questionable young man who nevertheless can serve as her protector while she reforms him. What better way to invest a character with such qualities than to make him a protective vampire, bad by nature, but good by inclination.

Haha. I can't imagine the reaction people would get if these fantasized vampires that they're crazy about was like the hideous LOCAL GHOSTS that we Asians hear about all the time. Vampires from the other countries always look so good huh?
;D

XOXO.

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Men are from Mars. Women are from Venus.
I wonder what is the real meaning behind these sentence. Its so cliche' yet amusing. It clearly shows the differences between the man and the woman. In all aspects of life.
But, is there a better one? Does this sentence actually suggest a better human race? Is it the men or the fairer sex? I wonder. Then of course, it can always not mean any of these. It can just simply mean that we're different. Men.And.Women.

Anyways,the reason behind this totallly random topic is due to this article that I came across earlier. hee. You'd never have thought I'd sit around thinking about this sentence when I can just be stoning away in my room since its the hols right.

Wrong. XD

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/35788411/ns/health-sexual_health/?ns=health-sexual_health:

Men are guilt-deficient, suggests the study. We lack “interpersonal sensitivity,” while women suffer from destructive guilt largely imposed by society.

So women need support, while men need fixing.

Anytime you study men and women, and ask them about their emotions; women always admit to a far more complex range of emotions.These studies always make me wonder if they are really just measuring basic sex differences.

The fact is, men are supposed to feel guilt less intensely because men are, generally, less empathetic than women.

Seriously? Is it really true that males feel less guilt than females? I'm not taking sides here. I'm very confused and curious. Being the sotong that I am, I really don't know if this is really the case. :S

Theeeen again, I think it maaaybe true in SOME cases. Yep. Personal experience. Cmon. Think. I'm sure that there are sometimes when you wonder out loud why your *FATHER/BROTHER/BOYFRIEND/FRIEND/COUSIN* or *MOTHER/SISTER/GIRLFRIEND/COUSIN/FRIEND* is acting so calm and not feel any guilt for any wrongs or accusations that they have made right. Though, my personal experience is more from the males.
GO FIGURE.*shrugs shoulder*
XD

XOXO.


WHAT WOULD YOU LOOK LIKE AS AN ANIME GIRL?

You have a very cute and upbeat personality. You bring people up when they're down and you may not realise it but boys love you. Your cute brown hair suits you.



Whatever. Still not a fan of *urgh* Anime. Too cute for me.

XOXO.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Hey darlings.

I suke poem below.
You suke?
haha!
The meaning's very deep right.

Anyways,
went for the interview earlier. 45 minutes of bus ride to Serangoon North. Waited half an hour cos I arrived too early. And now,I have to wait for the call. But I really liked the childcare center alot. If you're in ICA/B or ECH line, you'd know what I mean. Seriously. Hard to explain but the childcare seems to have every single appropriate equipments/rooms/curriculum. You can actually identify some of the things you've learnt from school there. Cool tau. And I liked Joycelynn. So, Insyallah I dapat la.
:D


I seem to be going out everyday since the start of the holidays. And spending the night on msn and downloading free trials of games and playing it non-stop. haha. Like, seriously lepaskan geram seyy. But I like. I like feeling this way. You don't have to do anything,there is nothing pending in your head,noone's expecting you to do anything by this date, noone's expecting you to explain why you overslept.LALALALA. Oh yea,went to Nat's place on Mon. ahh. The food was goooood. I suke skali. And Mard's brownie....it was superdeeduper. Mard, my bdae bake for me cake ok? :D

And then there were games,yea. I have a theory which I think is true:

NATASHA+EVENT=GAMES.
EVENT+NATASHA=GAMES.

In my opinion la..heh. Jangan marah ok Nat? Just for laughs:D But there's ntn to be angry about since the games were fun and interesting.I still remember MAFIA. hhaha.

Ok then. There is an advantage to having to wait for the call. At least, I still have holiday time to slack and do what I want:D So,I hope I would actually have time to go swimming before anything happens.haha. I reallyreally nak go berenang.

Toodles.
XOXO.

Sunday, March 14, 2010
Slow dance.




Have you ever watched kids
on a merry go round?

Or listened to the rain
slapping to the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erractic flight?

Or gazed at the sun fading into the night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
on the fly?

When you ask, "How are you?"
do you hear the reply?

When the day is done,
do you lie in your bed,
with the next hundred chores,
running through your head?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever lost touch,
let a good friendship die?
Cause you never had the time,
to call and say, "Hi".

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere,
you miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your days,
it'll be like an unopened gift,thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower.

Hear the music,

before the song is over.


XOXO.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Top 10 Ways Your Toddler Is Similar To A Drunk

1. Mumbles in complete gibberish.

2. Gets louder when she doesn't get her way.

3. Start fights if you tell her to behave.

4. Food never quite makes it to her mouth.

5. Falls over every five seconds.

6. Holds on to any poll-like structure.

7. Waves to all random strangers.

8. Pees and poops herself without any guilt.

9. Always tries to make it to your bed.

10. Has no concept of how late it is.

LOL kan.
Makes sense but its still ridiculous.Haha.



XOXO

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Thursday, March 11, 2010

I've made a decision tonight.Or rather,in the wee hours in the morning,considering the time.
I'll contact you back in 2-3 months from now.
7th preferably.
Hope this would be a restarting point for our friendship.
Is this a wise decision?
I'll rethink this in the morning when I feel more refreshed.
As for now,
Good night and morning lovelies.


XOXO.



Your attitude and way of thinking disgusts me.
Then again, your a guy. You probably think that treating a girl that way is fine but when you're treated that way, you create a big hullabaloo.
Shit. I have a bad judge of character. I feel sorry for myself.
Why are you blessed with such good looks but create for yourself such an ugly character?


Grow up.
Please.






XOXO.








PS: Oversensitive guys who are feeling any form of outrage about this post,
Don't diss it till you've understood it.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010




YAYYYYYY~ Finally. Finally.
Everything is over.
I suke sekali.
:D
Kinda hard to accept, I don't have anything to do now.
I don't have any assignments to edit in Microsoft Word.
I don't have to bring any material from home to school.
I don't have to fork out cash to buy this and that.
I don't have to study.
I can burn all the books.

Ok,no. Haha.


Anyways, looking forward to relaxing and slacking and running and swimming and reading and sleeping and sleeping.
Hopefully, I can meet lovelies soon.
I'm def looking forward to lunchhhh at Nat's place. wee~
I boleh tidur lambat sekali malam ini.
I takya bangun pukul six besok pagi.
I takya keluar rumah jalan kaki ke interchange pukul seven pagi.
I suke la!
hahahah.

Ok then, enjoy your holidays ICBians.
WE BLOODY DESERVE IT.
:D

Lovess.
toodles.
XOXO.

Monday, March 8, 2010
another cool thing.haha



Narah.




You've been living for 17 years, 4 months, and 3 days.

You were born on a Thursday.

Your date of conception was probably 13th February 1992.

You've seen 5 leap years.

Your Zodiac Sign is Scorpio.

Your Chinese Zodiac Sign is Monkey.

Your Ruling Planet is Mars.

Your Birthstone is Topaz.

Your Birth Flower is Chrysanthemum.

Your Birth Tree is Walnut Tree.

Your Birth Number is 1.

Time till your next Birthday 241 days 8 hours 46 mins.

Your Lucky Color is Shades of Red.

Your Lucky Day is Tuesday.

Your Lucky Number is Two.

Palmistry.cool ok.

(Love Life)


You have a calmer nature when compared to others. But you think deeply in matters of romance. You do not like public display of affection. You can sacrifice everything for the one you care for. You maintain a fine balance between selflessness and selfishness in your relationships.
You are somewhat unemotional in love.You will have moments of ultimate happiness in your love life.You are likely to have troubled relationships.You are likely to be extremely passionate and romantic. Your heart rules your head.

(Overall personality)


You have courage in voicing your opinion. You overcome your nervousness and are very determined in your work. If you are passionate for some cause, you fight till the end for it. You are a sensitive person. You approach new things with caution. Even though you may be capable, you lack self-confidence. You tend to undervalue your capabilities and talents.
You might face periods of illness in your life

haha.cool kan?! some parts are so true. :D
I suke.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

CHINGAYCHINGAY~














Pictures of the Chingay festival. Passed right in front of my block. I knew you saw it too. But I wasn't busy waving like you were. Haha. Wish you could see this.

Good Luck ICBians for tmr.
Looking forward to Wednesday, 1031am.
:D

XOXO.

Thursday, March 4, 2010
Love. Lust. Two DIFFERENT things.

Aku punya teman.
Teman sepermainan.
Di mana ada dia selalu
Ada aku.
Dia amat manis,
dan juga baik hati.
Dia selalu ada waktu untuk membantuku.
Namun aku bingung,
ketika dia bilang cinta.
Dan dia juga katakan,
Tuk ingin jadi kekasihku.
Cukuplah saja berteman denganku
Janganlah kau meminta lebih
Ku tak mungkin mencintaimu
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra.


No,I don't have such a teman, unfortunately. The song was just running in my head.

Anyways, you're posted here? Good for you then. I just hope the dreams I've had for consecutive days does not come true.
I penat study. Seriously.
I can't wait for WEDNESDAY,1031am.
heh.
Insyallah, I get the job she has recommended. I so wanna work. And the job is pretty ideal. Pleasepleaseplease.I nak work.

Few things have been bugging me lately in school. But I'm just going to be mature about it and not stoop down to your level to settle any bullshit issues that you seem to be having with me. Wait, then again, I'm not the only one you seem to have an issue with right? Oh yea, I get it. I think you have/will have an issue with everyone that breathes around you except for yourself. But just a tip, Concentrate on what's going on in your life before you start bullshitting about other people's lives darling.Seriously.

Anyhow, who the hell am I to give you advice right. lalalala.
Oh yes, before I forget, since I know for sure you'll be reading this, please do not judge me unless you really know me. Hearing things about me from other people will not define me. Hearing things from people's mouth is a bad way to judge me. So I do not need special treatment from you just because you hear that I am fierce or anything ridiculous like that. Show me that "Scared" face again and I'll screw you. Seriously. Be a man eh,pls.
I can't believe I have to say this, but...NO, I AM NOT A MONSTER.


Dah. sleep then revise HRA and Tcc.

Selamat malam sayangs.

XOXO.

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