There's about to be a BitchFit.

Last I remember, it was the 4th of February.
And now, 23rd, its here again. Same month.

Bitchfits. Mood swings. Pain. Smoking. Pain. Sleep.
Baah.

And I think I'm going to vent it on you,just not yet. I'm just being very particular about everything you do or say. Maybe because I know that you know and I know you'd understand. I'm so mean.

Almost fought with a fellow teacher earlier. Maybe its my period, or maybe Durga's 'stand up for your rights' , 'fight for your say' and spontaneous attitude has rubbed off me a lil. Too bad I couldn't get a word in because it will seem as if we're ganging up on her.
Ass.Why become an early childhood educator when you don't have the heart?

Working and schooling life is totally different. I cannot stand people who come up to me comparing and asking me this and that. Yes, I know my centre is within my area. I know its at most probably 40 minutes away. I know that. But my whole nine hours there isn't just sitting around, sleeping, listening to my teacher talk or taking down notes. Its moving around,establishing human contact, packing, cleaning, paperwork, artwork. I don't have to tell whatever I do there. I don't see the need to tell everyone what I do everyday and expect people to symphatise with me. I can accept the fact that this is just the way it goes. At the end of the day, I feel tired, I don't go around complaining about this and that, expecting them to listen and make everyone around me think like I'm the only one who has a freaking job in the house. I mind my own business and rest. I get up and do what is expected of me. I don't use work as an excuse to neglect anything or whatsoever. So I wonder what freaking rights you think you have to compare us. You and me, we're totally living differently. Don't give us the bullshit about school being far and how tiring it is. I've been living that way and its only changed temporarily now. You had your chance, you screwed up. Where you are now, whatever long way you have to take now is all because of your own stupidity and immaturity in the past. Your self centered attitude and how you think everyone always has it easier than you ever will. You had it the easy way, everyone was happy, but you went and screwed up. You think you're being mature about it by correcting your mistakes now and saying you accept whatever that has happened. But maturity isn't about just saying "I've grown mature over the years". Its about the mind, its the way you think. You don't just say you're matured now and can think responsibly for the sake of saying it because it sounds pleasing to the ears. You don't assume you're matured and people should trust you just because your age has increased. Its all in the mind. Its in the way you think and its when you stop thinking the world revolves around you. It revolves around the Sun,right? Seriously.

When that day comes... insyallah.

Morning~

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