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Monday, January 24, 2011
I just wanna run into your arms right about now, yes, at this very moment.
Having second doubts about my lesson plan only at this moment. Im nuts.
I wish I had school people who've been through the exact same things as me to discuss it with instead of people who have had degrees in other countries trying to make me see reason behind their explanations. But still, better than nothing. Urgh, just gonna go with ze gut feeling. And maybe a lil advice here and there. You know how sometimes, you know you've done someone wrong, maybe by your actions, or how you spoke to the person etc. And you know you should do something about it at that moment to rectify everything and try to redeem yourself. And you know how sometimes, you just don't feel like dealing with it at that moment and choose to procrastinate and wait till the next day or maybe next hour to do anything about it. I understand how it feels but I don't see myself doing that. Maybe not yet. Maybe I haven't been in that situation before, or maybe I have and I think whatever I'm doing is right because I choose to procrastinate for a good reason.At least that's what I think. Does the person affected play a part in you procrastinating before rectifying your mistake? Or does the severity of your actions weigh more? But however you look at it, if you're at the receiving end, an apology from the person would without a doubt soften your heart, just a little. Maybe not to the extend where you can start talking and sharing and making up, but it just affects your following reaction AFTER the apology..right? Good thing or bad? I can't decide. But it has its pros and cons. Being so skeptical, I have the tendency to not give in to much in case anything like that happens again. Basic human nature, you'd obviously be wary of your actions, your limitations with that person, how much you can give,how much you can take and all that. But to think through every single thing you say and do is torturous. It can get sucky. I should just be myself right? Right. I'm done with thinking for the day. Just in time for bed. Goodnight. :) |