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Oh hello. I am Narah and I am 18. Dark chocolates,marshmallows and novels are my favorite things.



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Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Too bad, you can't have the best of both worlds.

As I had mentioned in Facebook,
"If human beings had the capability to think rationally before making every single decision, we would all be perfect. That's the reason for mistakes & that's where learning takes place."
I've accepted the fact that my mind works in mysterious ways and I came up with this whole phrase above whilst I was walking back from school earlier.
My thoughts must have drifted off to whatever that's happening now and it makes sense. I am learning and I guess I will continuously learn. I am just very appreciative about one thing. How people around me knew/guessed that I was taking the wrong step yet they still let me be. It is better that way because I would never listen if someone had reprimanded me from doing what I did before I did what I did. Maybe I need to fall before I know it will be painful. Nevertheless, thank you for listening.
I don't know what you are trying to show by being this way. It doesn't reflect well on you as an individual or as a member of your own sex. I wonder what came over me the other night. This kinda thing always happens and I've never been able to understand why or how. I just had the feeling that this is it. No more of this, no more close ups, no more disturbing..the list goes on. I don't know for sure if it will be no more. But judging from the way things are now, I want it to be no more because I'm thinking through a very emotional perspective. Just looking at all those things that you've been up to, and how you carry yourself, I cannot decide if I should screw you or hug you. Why? I must think rationally before giving an answer because all I can think of now, is, because, you must be an attention seeking flirt who plays around. This is hurtful and it may or may not be true. Like I said, I will have to think rationally before answering that 'why' question. It may take days, or the answer might just come to me on my way to school.
You want the best of both worlds? Not getting it, never will get it, Life is unfair, be a man and deal with it.
Enough of this.
I'm so looking forward to sleeping at home tmr after school. Yay.

XOXO