Thought we could wait for the fireworks.

Its not a wonder why you've been stuck in my head for the past few days. I don't understand why its this way but I can't help it.
Why is it that every single thing reminds me of you?
Just looking at that sentence above can make me roll my eyes because it is so cheesy and stupid.
But. Ala. whatever.
I have felt like calling you plenty of times and asking you why the fuck did you have to do that. Do I have that right? I think I do. You promised.
I was thinking yesterday, and I still can't believe it.
I've been used to just shutting everything out. Not bothering to go through the process of getting over you and face all that shit.
So this is what I get. It comes back slowly.
Do you still feel this way? Are you happy already with her? Its been quite some time already. Can I ask you? Would you 'tsk' away in irritation if you see my name appear in your hp tonight? Should I wish you? I will. Even though you didn't.
You're just being dumb and immature.
Heck, another girl isn't the same as me. Can never be. Another girl can be either better than me, or worse than me. Never the same as me. What the hell were you thinking. Its the same for you. Another guy will never be just like you. They're either better, or worse.
And you still need me to tell you this? Seriously.

Why am I being so emotional? Kakak told me to let it go. You've already taken that big step. What can I do. Heck, don't you get it, no matter how you complain to her about it not being the same and how you still miss me, she'll still screw you for making that idiotic decision. And I'll punch you.

I know I am egoistic.
And all I can tell you is, you made that silly mistake, you settle it yourself. In the meantime, don't even think of regrets. You certainly don't have my sympathy for your situation.



And you, thanks for being the perfect distraction.

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