I feel like a zit.

This is so strange.
Would everyone go through it at some point of their life?
Some earlier than others?
I see you taking the same steps,going through the same whirlwind of emotions as I did.
Can I stop you? Can I wake you up from what you think is something that is inevitable?
Doubt it. You don't even open up to me.
Sheesh.
But I can see it.COming slowly.
Please don't do what I did.
I'm not cross referencing or anything,but this is what commonly happens.
Argue with me and say that yours might be special. Prove your point and I'll be at ease. Seriously.


And I'm so not looking forward to gathering tmr. See all the faces that don't like seeing mine. Haha. This will be fun.

Nah,on 2nd thought, this is gonna be dreary.

And what about TAC?

I think I'll have to ground myself.

Secretconfession: This period of time, I feel ugly and because of that,I think I look ugly. Not to mention I just noticed I lost weight. Like I needed to lose weight. Reinforce my negative thoughts. I just feel urghhhh. Issit cos of my period?

I FREAKING HOPE SO.

Daddy's asking me to drink full cream milk every night.But he's doesn't buy it after I'm done with one bottle. Mum made me finish a whole plate of chees fries after I ate spring chicken and char kway. But I can't help it. I eat. Slowly,yes. But I still eat. Its my high metabolism rate. Don't blame me. I don't rush to the toilet after a meal and stick my fingers down my throat. Ew. And I certainly don't watch what I eat and count the calories of every single thing I put in my mouth. The only thing that seems to seperate me from people I know is that, I only eat when I'm very hungry. I don't eat when I don't have the appetite. I don't eat if I'm already full. That's it. Normal right.
Haiya.

Whatever it is, I guess, what may seem like a blessing to people might be a curse to others.

Just 2kgs?

:D

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