Have a baby by me.

It took me one whole night and half a day to realise that you were lying all along. Let's just get this straight, if not for kakak, and your friends, I may forget that you even existed. I'm not being mean and I'm not being bitchy. Its the truth. Third parties who hear our story might think that I'm the bad one and I don't appreciate you. But tell me, is there anything that you're doing now that might change my mind and make me want to patch things up between us? Have you changed? Are you in better control of your emotions? Do you have your priorities sorted out properly in life yet?
The answer is so obvious, it screams in my face whenever I hear about you. Simply No.
And you expect me to get back together and act like nothing happened? You want me to give this and that up. But are you doing anything that I asked you to do? In the first place, did you even listen when I was expressing my frustrations and disappoinments about our relationship? I doubt so because if you had, I wouldn't have had to repeat it over 4 times in a short span of 3 months after we broke up. And now you bring this up. What right have you got to accuse me of breaking a promise that I never made to you?
Do you have any idea how hysterical I was in school when I saw your message? Do you know how bad I felt for you and how much I cried? Do you know how many days I pondered over this and contemplated getting into contact with you again? Do you have any idea how many times I went to kakak and friends for constant reassurance that you will be alright?

You want me to respond so bad that you stooped down to this level and now you're accusing me of not doing something. Even after 4 years, you don't know me well enough. Its so depressing. I thought I was the liar but it turns out, you've lied even before we got together because you were that possessive. This is so overwhelming. I'm trying to despise you for all these but I when I think about the times we spent together when we were just friends, I get emotional because those were great times. Nothing lasts forever kan. I just want you to know one thing, if you had previously thought that lie you told me would have brought us back together, you're very wrong because it has just made me realise how much longer I have to stay away from you. Who knows,if this continues, I wouldn't even want to talk or see you anymore.

And to you my dear girl, I respect you for your spontaneous attitude and how you tend to think about things carefully etcetc. But at the same time, please learn to respect other people's differences in character and way of thinking and accept it. When you're amongst a group of people, sighing, shaking your head and rolling your eyes gives people a bad impression on you. I don't condemn your outspoken attitude, but I would appreciate it if you would learn to think before you express yourself. Don't condemn and scold people because they can't think like you. Reason out with them and give yourself a chance to know why they think that way.

6:30 AM ·