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Oh hello. I am Narah and I am 18. Dark chocolates,marshmallows and novels are my favorite things.



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Thursday, April 8, 2010
I'm a girl. I bleed for a week and don't die, just get angry. Fear me.

holla.
Just came back from shisha with babies.
Had fun with the mostly dirty version of truth or dare.
I thank god we were sitting at the more isolated place instead of the open area cos with girls kissing girls and doing lap dances on each other, people around us would have been freaked out or we would be in stomp. HEY I WONT BE SURPRISED AT THE KAYPOHNESS OF SINGAPOREANS.

But as usual, truth or dare always tends to bring people a wee bit closer to each other. No,not physically la.Jeez.

Andandand,the truth is out yea. I was a lil perturbed at the fact that you think I can share the same room with her but then again maybe you overlooked that tiny detail since we're no longer together. But,I still want to maintain a good impression on people that I have respect for and I'm just afraid that it will all be ruined. I know I shouldn't care about it since I have no intentions on going back or whatever. But its just me. If I'm not going to see you again in my life and I liked and respected you when I was in touch with you, I'd just like it to end that way. Not with you suddenly hearing shitz about me through some disgustingly no life people that really do exist in this planet.
Shucks right.
Maybe because its so fresh that's why I'm still disturbed. Maybe by tomorrow, I'll have that heck care attitude once again.
MAYBEBABY.
Oh well, nothing I can do now. Nothing I could have done because I have no intentions on concealing anything any longer. You know about it, you advised me. Its up to me whether or not I want to listen to you right? But you obviously won't understand this and you'll still be pissed and disappointed with me and I'm just telling you, I can't do anything about it. I hope you know me well enough to understand that I can't have people say DONT to me. *Hey,I'm still a teen yea?* And I can't act in front of certain people because they have a big gossipy mouth or because they know adults who have a big gossipy mouth. I can't be bothered about people talking shitz about me because it doesn't affect me if I don't have any connection to you.
So yea, fill up your nights bitching about me and what I did to people ok?
I tak kisah.

Then again, there is a tinyweeny possibility that this might not happen.
But still, it doesn't affect me see?

Andand, one more thing, that is annoying me, I'm typing this out because I know FOR SURE you're going to read this.

Don't talk about me being stuck up and acting pretty bla3 when you don't even know me ok darling? I know you're insecure and all since you're not natural in some areas but you just saw me, and you're saying I'm stuck up because I think I'm way too pretty bla3?
Ape nie?
& I thought this was all secondary school matters.
LALALLALALALALA*

Get this la please,
My face is like this. If I'm walking alone,I don't know what expression I have on my face but I have a feeling its not pleasant or sweet since most people think I look arrogant. So yea, deal with it. I don't even know I look arrogant. See, I am ignorant. (Hey it rhymes!)

Tired of hearing this shit about me being arrogant and the famous line,
"She think she very pretty then can walk like that uh?"

If this comes from people who have at least spoken to me for a day, I would have given my personality or my facial expressions a second thought. But its coming from people who just saw me..so why bother? Not like I'm not used to it~

And just a lil tidbit my dear thing

I don't see myself as cantik or jamz or whatever shit that you said la. I just like my face the way it is and accept compliments when they come. Sure I am vain, but I am girl. I don't do diets like you ASSUME. I just have a very high metabolism rate so I can eat as much as I want and wonder the entire day where the food goes to. There are pros and cons but I just happen to like my body the way it is. Yes I run but I don't run to burn fats. I run because it clears my mind. I'm stating all these in a "matter of fact" way. Don't you go assuming its the opposite yea?

And like what I've told some people, if you have any issues, can we please be mature and talk about this face to face? YOU WERE FACE TO FACE WITH ME but no mouth uh?
JEEZ.

Speaking of which,I'm hungry again.

Dah, gnites babies.