Why do we often hurt the ones we love the most?

I hate feeling like this. It takes a lot for me to express my feelings to people without bursting into tears. Whenever I feel this way, I would immediately be in a foul mood to avoid conversations in case it might lead to the problems that I am facing. I get angry at the slightest things, I get emotional and I get tired easily. I used to know how to deal with it. But it used to be easier. Things were never this bad. I used to be better off. I would run. I would swim. All alone to clear my head. But now, even doing that is difficult because of time constraint. So tell me how can I feel better? How I can get rid of everything when the
only way I knew seems impossible. This sucks to the lowest point of suckery. But I just discovered that the only way to get rid of these is to cry.



So I cried. And cried. And cried. It helped. I felt better.






I'm better now. I hope I would be for the rest of the week. I hate showing attitude to people who are not involved. People who don't even know what the hell is going on.
Sorry guys.
I love you.

toodles.
XOXO

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