heyo lovelies.

A belated Valentine's wish to everyone.









For those of you, who are attached, hope you had a sweet and memorable day with your partner.

And for those single people out there, hope you had a fantabulous time lazing at home or soaking up attention from admirers! ;D









Moving on, as for now, I am sooo glad assignments are over. Like, finally. I AM NOT GONNA THINK ABOUT THE COMING UP ASSIGNMENTS. I AM NOT GONNA THINK ABOUT EXAMS for tonight. I want to have a peaceful night's sleep.haha.

So, on Fri, parents went off to KL. So we basically had the house to ourselves. Thought of going out for supper and spending the night outside but I ruined it by falling asleep at ten freaking o'clock. Hey, I was tired from schooool!

So, sat night, after we got back from gran's place, we went out to slack. I and sis bought some vodka home. First time for me. And it was niceeee. :D
Spent the whole day at home yesterday and IT WAS GOOOOD. haha. I was just lazing in front of the telly and drifting off to sleep on my bed.

Just went to the library cos I finally have time for myself to rejuvenate my inner self.haha. Thank god the library was open. Spent most of my time there alone. I love times like this. And don’t call me EMO or LONER just cos I like going out alone. Everyone needs their alone time every once in a while. As for me, I just need a lil bit more :)
It’s been sooo long since I went jogging that I think the next time I run, it would be torturous for me. Seriously.
Anyways, had a long chat with his friend the other day. And friend asked me how is he and everything. I don’t really have any idea since I haven't been in contact with him..And everything I heard from friend that day came as a shock to me. But it also justifies my reason to not contact him for this period of time till God knows when. I yearn to talk to him like a normal friend. Like how we were. But when I asked friend if he thinks we would ever be like that, he said no, because of what HE told friend. I am disappointed, but I’m not ready to get tied down again. I’m loving my life being single now..Plus all the crazy load of assignments that i would be having, I really don’t think it’s a good idea for me to rekindle whatever we had.
oh well.
If he still does not intend to listen to advices from me or his mother, then it's up to him how he wants to lead his life. Miserable, angry, moody. I can't be there to tell him what's right and what's wrong everyday. I can't be there to deal with his insecurities. Then who's gonna deal with my insecurities? My fears?
Forget it.
When I can find a guy who can deal with this, I'll let you know. Which is highly unlikely ;)

ayts. Gotta study for HRA.

Toodles~
love you.
XOXO.

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