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Friday, June 12, 2009
i've been crazily crushing on f for 3 years.
i've gone in & out of relationships in the past years because i liked him. i've been pissed at him because i liked him. i've felt fcuking delirious whenever he dropped hints in the past that he liked me. i've been letting him rule my emotions and thoughts. & now, After 3 years, i'm finally attached to him. i'm finally his. i've finally got the confirmation about everything that i've been doubting for the past 3 years. he's all i'd ever asked for. the ideal kinda bf & we have the ideal kinda relationship. so,i dont think i should waste my time thinking about some artificial good looking guy who wants me because of superficial reasons like my body? wtf. why am i even thinking about it? wasting my time & brain-energy.if there is sucha thg..haha. & finally, even though its not official & he will never read it, sayang, i'm sorry for entertaing such thoughts. you're more than i can ever ask for n alhamdullilah we are together nw.i hope we last cos i really don't want this to end. love you. |