oh well. results sucked big time. shocked n disappointed. veryvery. so, been crying at the snap of a finger for the past two days until last night, when some ppl gave some pep talk here n there. aunt,mom,sis,bro. saaaaaayang them. sadly, ppl whom i expected to be behind me didnt bother to even ask my results. thanks eh. so,i realised, if i don't get the Republic Polytechnic courses, then i'd just willingly accept the Higher Nitec courses. It will definitely be a longer way but as long as I can achieve my dream at the end of the road, then, I don't mind how long it takes or where i go. I need to prove to daddykins tt i can do it no matter whr i am. I'm sorry but i know its too late, I'm tired of crying because of whatever you say. My eyes are puffy enough already so thats it. Insyallah,no more crying. I'll just accept things the way HE has planned for me cos I know,HE has given each n every one of us individuals a unique path of life && there's a reason behind everything. I've got to admit though, I never expected to be in this situation that I am in now but, oh well. No use crying over spilt milk. Like what daddykins has said, think of the furutre. get a dip. then get a degree. bla3. & thats exactly what I'll do. Oh yes, it maybe late but congratulations to all my friends who can go to a poly or JC.
Life's gonna be tough if i enter a certain ITE cos thr'll be those assholes innit but, i just hope God gives me strength & courage to face all these adversaries & just succeed. Amin.

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