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Oh hello. I am Narah and I am 18. Dark chocolates,marshmallows and novels are my favorite things.



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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Some people come into our lives & quickly go. Some stay for a while & leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never,ever the same again.


OH GAWD. i miss my friends.so so much. i miss being in 4e5.i miss seeing all the tchrs tired faces as they try their best to make us listen & do our hmwrks. haha. i miss MR DANIEL NG. he never gives up trying to make us listen eh.haha. i miss MS CHAN. with her quick2 footsteps n asking punishing us by making us stand behind the class.hahaaaa. i miss MS TAHIYA. uh gawd, i know you'll never see this MS TAHIYA but im sorry for not listening to u n making fun of u behind ur back. :( now i miss you.haha. i miss CIKGU SHARIFAH. her sarcasm in class never fails to amuse me n bal.haha. thanks ckgu,i finally got an A1 for my malay. hee. i miss MS HARVEEN a lotttt. sorry i didnt perform, up to yr expectations & always keeping mum whenever u tried to talk to me.hahaaa. ur the only tchr who always tried to listen to me & was always thr to lend me a listening ear. love you cher.oh yea, WE SCORPIOS RULEE. haha. i miss MRS LEE too.haha. halfway never teach us geog anymore.haha. but ur still so nice n motherly. can hold my hand wen we're crossing the road.hahs.cute sia. i miss MS SHAHA too. always ready to order kfc.haha. her classes are so fun n relaxed.lols.i miss MS FOO! haha. we can never escape if we're not wearing pe shirts. then always wanna step fierce to the lower sec.haha.
last but not least,of course, i miss my dearest 4e5. i miss all their crazy antics & incessant laughter & noise.haha. i miss passing around food in class & grabbing sneaky bites wenever the tchr's not looking.hahs. i miss khai,the noisy one.haha.always wanting to pay attention in class eh.tapi ketawe2.lols.i miss khim too.n fana too! i miss bal & gorgeous legs tt never seem to reach the floor.hmm..oh,maybe her chair is higher than the rest of us eh? HAHA! & ifah, her messy hair n crazy antics. i miss celia,the SHEMALE who always calls me grapes! haha. now no more ah! i miss midzi, the one who never fails to COMPLAIN when its hot n he pespires! haha. i miss maz! she n her weird songs tt just cames out all of a sudden. "mamma mia" eh maz. i miss zura! my unidentical twinny! she never fails to amaze me with her stories.seriously.lols. i miss LIN oso. tk abes2 nk kuti org.,hahs,da la tu, muke slalu fierce.hahs.tapi orgnye baik eh.haha.haiya, basically eh,i miss the WHOLE OF 4e5 la. seriously.i wish i was in class now. just no serious lessons please.haha. oh yea, I MISS MY BOYFREN TOOO! GLENN! we're still on ok! haha. we're just veryveryveryvery low profile.haha! haish.time sure flies eh. 4 bloody yrs of brking rules, fights,doing hmwks,projects,slacking,puffing(haha),ccas.haishhh. part of me is glad its all over,but another part of me badly wants to repeat these crazy yrs once again.hahs. oh well, i hope i'll never lose all my dearest friends up here. i love ya guys! thanks for making my yrs in sec sch memorable n great. MWAHHHHHH~






Tuesday, January 20, 2009

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from Heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still she'd a tear every once and a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go, and I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la la la la, I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast



I don't know why but all of a sudden, i miss grandpa. haish. im only thankful he's not around to witness the disaster taking place in his family. thank god he's spared of all the emotional bullshit drama. oh well, YOU'LL ALWYAS BE IN MY PRAYERS. :)


Im getting realll pissed off with her nowadays. Its like, why must you always be the one to cause uhappiness & misunderstandings in the family? Why is it always you that create trouble? You're just one helluva self-centered immature idiot & you're not even aware of that.Im a whole lot younger than you are & if I can think straight on my feet, I dont see why you cant?! Because of you, EVERYONE,yes EVERY member in the family has to do this n do that..WHY CANT YOU JUST BE LIKE ONE OF US??? Do you know how sickening it is when we get controlled unreasonbly BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID? gawd. The worst pasrt is, you NEVER learn. sickening sia. seriously. stop fcking thinking of yourself n how other people dont fcking understand you ayts? I have tried to understand you too much that now, i regret taking ur side in unreasonable circumstances. You dont understand your own parent's care n concern yet you wanna fcking coop up in the room crying your eyes out. EH kau nangis darah pon ntn's gonna chge la. fcuk sia. can you pls act a lil mature abit n spare all of us? fcukfcukfcuk.

Sunday, January 18, 2009



jogging.i miss jogging. i miss tower. i miss swings.
ahhh.i wanna gooooooo thr soonsoon.tuesdaytuesday.confirmnyeeeeeee.
k la, 1157 now.hungry alrdy.
goodbyes.


haha.
its really annoying how facial centres can make ur face look so rosak-ed.haha.
was thr jz nw.not for myself.was waiting for mummy. den i look at the mirror, i was like, OMS. haha.but maybe cos i was dead tired n sleepy n didnt bother about my hair.haha. EXCUSES EH NAD. hahaaaaaaaaa. kk,first time went to ugame today aftr skipping last week's.haha.turns out, i got this really boring form tchr. fiqh tchr was interesting,her lessons are kinda straight to the point.so yea. got an ustaz for the ferz time, he's funny,but he talks lazily.like,those kinda guys who are so lazy to open their mouth properly n pronounce words the way its supposed to be pronounced, yea.tt kind!but hes jokes make up for it,so yea.need to buy books fer arab. but i doubt i wud be buying it anytime soon.HEH.
one more thing i find annoying, ppl close to me following me. NAD TAK SUKEEEEEEE. but i cant do anything about it cos, im too nice.haha. seriously, i dont wanna say it out loud but still, i dont like walking next to someone whos an almost exact replica of me! lols. oh well.maybe its jz a phase eh? haha.
oh yes,get this dear, NAD NOT INTERESTED.
toodles babies!hahaaaaaa!
oh yea, photos sis snapped using MY hp at the place.





Friday, January 16, 2009

dier cuteeee.haha
been tagged by tiny terror. so here it is.
1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- erm. cheeks?
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
- bright as a daisy.
3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- erm, sis?
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- noooooooooo la.haha.k fine, a lil?
5. Would you ever donate blood?
- if i can, sure.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- yeaaaa!
7. Do you want someone dead?
- kinda.
8. What does you last text message say?
- its too long.
9. What are you thinking of now?
- water.
10. Do you wish someone was with you now?
- yes!
11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- around 12?
12. Where did you buy the t-shirt that you are wearing now?
- EAST SPRING SEC!
13. Is someone on your mind now?
- yes.
14. Who was the last person to text you?
- him.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE. (and shall be used in the next 9 questions):
1. BAL?
2. SONIA?
3. SYAMMY?
4. ISA?
5. ADDEY?
6. YANA?
7. RIZA?
8. KHAI?
9. MAZ?
10. LIN?

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- dunno eh?
16. Is 3 a male or a female?
- female laaaa.
17. If 7 and 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- hahs. sure.
18. What is number 1 studying about?
- haha.
19. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- long ago.
20. Is number 4 single?
- i think?
21. Say something about number 5.
- she can get kinda lame at times? haha.
22. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
- hahs.nothing?
23. Describe number 9.
- cantek die!
24. What would you do if number 6 and 8 fought?
- nah.it wont.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

It's been so long
that I haven't seen your face
I'm Tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
it wont be long before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our selfs that night even said somethings weren't true
why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
why can't it be the way it was
cause you were my homie lover and friend

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make love right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Tell I get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
Yes you are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
Ohh miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
Ohh One that would grind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na


he sent me sooo many many emails..wen he usually dont even chk his email. he viewed me on fs n gave me photo comments. ok, its ntn big bt its kinda weird. like, after so loooong. i swear, this is the longest i havent talked to him. & sadly,i miss tt idiot. i miss his lame jokes man. i miss him making me laugh till i've ran out of breath n till my jaws hurt like crazy. i miss him making me smile in my sleep. wow.it sounds so deep. i guess i'll never forget him in my life.seriously. i wont. imprinted.haha. like wth sia. soo, cooked today.haha.first time ok! i tasted it..i think its ok? yea.haha. so, feeling much better now, compared to the past few days. did so much of cleaning today at hm simply because i have nothing else to do. mop la. wash this.wash tt.haha. i feel ANGELIC! heh. meanwhile, thinking wad job to apply for after recommendations from dearest friends.
PUSH CART JOB.haha. jiamin recommend. but must apply at chinatown.so far eh?
FREELANCE job AT SOME MARKETING COMPANY. ayu recommend.
NTUC KINDA JOB. ahriff recommend. but must apply at tanjung pagar. farfar skali. hahs.
gonna discuss with dad. hopefully, i wud be able to wrk cos if i have to spend my days at home, i swear, my home wud be sparkling clean.lols.
ayts, toodless.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

oh well. results sucked big time. shocked n disappointed. veryvery. so, been crying at the snap of a finger for the past two days until last night, when some ppl gave some pep talk here n there. aunt,mom,sis,bro. saaaaaayang them. sadly, ppl whom i expected to be behind me didnt bother to even ask my results. thanks eh. so,i realised, if i don't get the Republic Polytechnic courses, then i'd just willingly accept the Higher Nitec courses. It will definitely be a longer way but as long as I can achieve my dream at the end of the road, then, I don't mind how long it takes or where i go. I need to prove to daddykins tt i can do it no matter whr i am. I'm sorry but i know its too late, I'm tired of crying because of whatever you say. My eyes are puffy enough already so thats it. Insyallah,no more crying. I'll just accept things the way HE has planned for me cos I know,HE has given each n every one of us individuals a unique path of life && there's a reason behind everything. I've got to admit though, I never expected to be in this situation that I am in now but, oh well. No use crying over spilt milk. Like what daddykins has said, think of the furutre. get a dip. then get a degree. bla3. & thats exactly what I'll do. Oh yes, it maybe late but congratulations to all my friends who can go to a poly or JC.
Life's gonna be tough if i enter a certain ITE cos thr'll be those assholes innit but, i just hope God gives me strength & courage to face all these adversaries & just succeed. Amin.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

olaaaaa.
woke up today & immediately realised it was ugame day. & i woke up ony at 10 plus. so,rushed to find the form..only to realise later that class strts on sunday since im in FREAKING SEC TWOOOOO.sucks. so, decided to settle dued tuition fees once n for all. searched through my whole cupboard for tt stupid blue record..ended up cleaning my cupboard & disposing all secondary school books n stuff. haishh. time fliesss...then at last, found the lil blue record, called Cik Omar & as usual, he was sooo nice..went there with mom..paid up..900 bucks.haha.5 months worth of fees.lols. then, he said something to my mom which made me cringe & i felt like burying myself 10 feet beneath the ground. he was like, " OH, SHE CAN GO JC.I KNOW HER STANDARD." ur headddd laaa sayang. & sadly, mom got taken in so she was like, oh really ah? haissh....disappointment awaits her...maybe....oh well, enough of results la. making me kinda sick...lets all pray for the best for everyone ayts.
tired now.just got home.
GOO DLUCK O LEVELERS.HAHA.
mwah!

Friday, January 9, 2009

lalalala. RESULTS ON MONDAY EH.
WOW.
Surprisingly,i don't really feel scared or nervous NOW, maybe on sunday nite, or monday morning, or wen im with my friends, or wen im in the hall..or wen i'm facing Ms harveen. OH WELLLLL.


ayts.,a few interesting things happned in this past few days,
on wed or tues, followed sis to ite tamp...for interview. then while we were walking out, few guys called out. ignored n walked on. i was feeling hooooot & hungry.so not in the mood. then lo & behold,
SCUSE ME. HELLO.SCUSE ME.
*turns ard*
HEY, MY FRIEND WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW YOU.
*right*
DO YOU WANT TO SEE HIM FIRST?
yeaaaaaa.
ERM, U MIND WALKING BACK?
*screams inside & silently beg sis to think of smtn* BUT,nono. sis knows them...so we walked back in the HOTHOTHOT sun with my EMPTYEMPTYEMPTY growling stomach.haha.so drama sia.
then gave number but don't intend to entertain cos the guy who wanted appeared EXTREMELY stuck up,i was disgusted. LIKE, u dont even have the guts to ask a girl for her number,yet u wanna act like some superstar wen she appears. PFFTTT.

then, today,just now, planned to go to Ngee Ann Poly. but, gawd. me n sis got LOST in Clementi. when we alighted at Clementi(according to directions given by professional), we were kinda lost,so approached this minah, haha,funny part here,
ME: scuse me, do u knw how to go to ngee ann poly?
MINAH: OH.NGEE ANN POLY IN CLEMENTI.
ME: (trying hard to control laughter) but, this is Clementi?!
MINAH: YA..BUT U NEED TO TAKE BUS LA..NUMBER 143 AT THE OPP BUSSTP.
so, we followed her instructions cos we were lost so yea...went to the bsstp, &&& guess wad, there isnt any 143!!! wtf right. then took bus 154 cos in the bus directory, it has a stop directly opp ngee ann poly.so yea, went down. NO NGEE ANN POLY.asked my ex for help, & by the time he replied, we've alrdy walked sooooo far, tt we saw a SIngapore Poly sign. so changed of plans, went there instead. pretty interesting. FREE CANDYFLOSSSSSS&&&POPCORNS&&&DRINKS. HAHS. nice eh. then, while me n sis were talking about taekwondo, guy approached. wanna get to know..bla2. then okay, numbers out n in. turned out to be a nice guy wen i talked to him otf..really easygoing n funny.lols. the end of the day was better compared to the part where we were searching for ngee ann poly. totally disastrous lor.
k la.tired now aftr walking so much..
ALL THE BEST FOR RESULTS ON MONDAY KAYS?
toodlessssssssss~

Saturday, January 3, 2009

i knw its kinda late, but...
HAPPY NEW YEAR HUMAN BEINGS!
wooooo~
haha.