If someone betrays you once,it is their fault.
If someone betrays you twice, it is YOUR fault.

I jz remembered a dear lil somebody who i was once veryvery close to. That dear lil somebody was so close to me, I felt like I could to talk (him/her) about anything under the sun. I mean, I could tell that dear lil somebody that I'm a slut & I have aids yet, tt dear lil somebody would still accept me like before. But now, its been so long since I chatted with that dear lil somebody. Its been so long since I met that dear lil somebody. Its been so long since I laughed with that dear lil somebody. Its been so long since I "fought" with that dear lil somebody. That dear lil somebody seems to have forgotten me. That dear lil somebody seems to have forgotten our memories. That dear lil somebody seems to have forgotten our much treasure friendship. & that dear lil somebody has found someone else to tell (his/her) problems too. & as I watch, as a third party, that dear lil somebody living (his/her) life, I cant help but to feel overwhelmed with sadness and I miss (him/her) soooo much. But the worst part is, watching (him/her) spend her days with someone whom i know (he/she) doesn't like at all. Someone that dear lil somebody has complained to me about. Someone that has used her willy ways to break our friendship. That someone, who is so great a hypocrite, she can put the whole world's hypocrites to SHAME. That someone who is desperately trying to be accpeted in the society of great girlfriends who are there for each other no matter what. That someone, who is, simply said, a low class, street hooker. I mean, I have no guarantee that that someone is a hooker hooker, but this person behaves & acts like one I'm afraid.I hate her so much,she's the only person I wish is dead. But, my dear lil somebody LOVESSS this person so much, its unbelievable. & so I sit & ponder. Has my dear lil somebody been lying all this while? Worst still, is (he/she) having the same hypocritical qualities as the person I hate so much? I still find it hard to believe. With all the stories I hear about you spending all your time with the person you're SUPPOSED to detest, & seeing it for myself, I get so confused, my head's all messed up. I've come to realise that all your lil "i love youuuuu", "i misss you soooo much", "i wanna meet up with you soonnnnnn" bla4, THEY'RE ALL FREAKING FAKE. I mean, I won't mind as much if you didn't make all these empty promises about meeting up soon & shit. You don't have to go to the extent of lying to me & making it sound like as if you still cherish the time spent together with us. I'm not feeling emotional of anything & if you know I'm talking about you, don't get the wrong idea that I think I own you & you can't mix with other people & stuff. I just wish you would stop complaining to that someone to me one day, & go out & take pics with that person bla3 the next. sheesh. If you know I'm talking about you, then so be it. If you don't then so be it. Just take care ayts~

Many people will walk in & out of you life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

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