I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU. ITS LIKE, I'M JUST DOING WHAT I THINK IS BEST FOR THE BOTH OF US. LIMITING THE AMOUNT OF TIME WE CONTACT EACH OTHER & STUFF. BUT THEN AGAIN, I THINK I WAS DOING WHAT I THINK WAS BEST FOR ME. ME ALONE. & I THINK ITS ABOUt TIME ACTUALLY. HELLO, AFTER YEARS OF WAITING & BLOODY CRUSHIN ON YOU, YOU DON'T EVEN DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. WORST STILL, YOU TREAT ME AS SOMEONE OF NO IMPORTANCE. THE LAST PHONE CNVRSTN WE HAD A FEW DAYS AGO CONFIRMED MY SUSPICIONS. YOU WERE TOO BUSY DOING SOMETHING ELSE, WHILST I WAS BLABBERING LIKE AN IDIOT AWAY. & ALL YOU COULD DO WAS " APE DIE? WHAT YOU SAY?" FCUK SIA. I HATE PPL WHO GIVE YOU THE IMPRESSION THAT THEY HAVE NO TIME FOR YOU & THAT THEY'RE ONLY TALKING TO YOU TO PASS TIME. SORRY LA EH, I WAS GETTING ALONG PRETTY FINE WITHOUT YOU AFTER A CENTURY. I WAS ONLY TALKING TO YOU BECAUSE OF ONE REASON OR ANOTHER,I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS. BUT NOW, WHAT KINDA MSG YOU SENT ME? ACTING ALL HURT & SHIT. CMON LA. I WAS LIKE THAT FOR SOOO MANYMANY MONTHS, DID YOU CARE? DID YOU DO ANYTHING? DID YOU? BLOODY HELL. NEVERTHELESS, I STILL FELT SO BAD COS I FCUKIN TREASURE WHAT WE HAVE & I NEVER WANNA LOSE IT. CALLED YOU, & AFTER A CENTURY OF TALKING TO YOU OTF, YES, I KNEW SO WELL THAT YOU WERE DOWN. BUT FCKING WHY?????? WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DOWN JUST BECAUSE I NEVER LAYAN YOU? WHY DIDNT YOU TREASURE THE MOMENTS WHEN I WAS REALLLLLLLY INTO YOU HUH? NIE LA JANTAN, ONLY PINE FOR THOSE THEY'VE LOST. WANTED TO ASK YOU WHAT YOU MEANT WHEN YOU SAID THAT IN THE MSG,TAPI TK TAU ASL TKLE.TK TERCKP. & DID YOU MAKE ANY EFFORT TO DO ANYTHING? HELL NO. DONT TELL ME YOU DONT KNOW WHY I CALLED YOU EH.PLS. WE KNOW EACH OTHER SO WELL, YOU CAN'T FCUKING DENY IT. TAPI, I WAS LIKE THINKING, SUKEATI YOU EH..YOU DONT WANNA MAKE ANY MOVES,THEN I'M SORRY DEAR,I'LL BE GONE.
OH YES, STOP BLOODY TELLING ME TO SAVE YOUR NIGHTS & TOP UP MY CARD. COS I FIND IT SO HARD TO BELIEVE.
ily&hy.

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