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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
you've got me suicidal.
hollas.
today has been a wildwild day.
LAST DAY OF GCE O LEVELS EXAMINATIONS!!!! & im elated.extremely elated.like, no more nights of mugging & going to friend's house to study & memorize Chemistry shit.haisshhh...love the freedom now.
so today, after the ppr, teman-ed zura to tamp mart to buy dye.she wants to bleach her hair.& we all went to slack at her crib,me,mid,bal. went there n satisfied my hunger with coke plus ice cream covered with hershey's syrup.yums.then after brkfast, helped zura to do her hair.kinda fun,it being my first time & all.yeah.but, then,while i was doing her hair,my left un-gloved hand felt pain.like,a pin piercing thru it.lols.shocking yet funny kinda pain. dipped it into water then retired for the day.at last, her hair colour turned out ok la..too bright for me, but it was niceee...considering the assistance of 3 very unprofessional ppl.lols.then slacked ard a while more & headed home. while walking with mid n bal,i realised that today was definitely the last day we were gonna walk home together.& it was kinda sad.like, i cant believe how fast time has passed,& like, our secondary school days are over..no more seeing MS HARVEEN's face & hearing her sarcastic jokes.no more seeing MS DAPHNE CHAN, our sexy Chem tcher who can sometimes b a fashion disaster.she,n her lame jokes & movie promoting in between the 5 mins break.hahaa.no more seeing MRS JUNE LEE,our SS tcher who used to be my Geog tcher who is constantly telling us, "At the end of the day, I'm still getting the same amount of salary just like the other teachers here.Its your future that you're deciding.bla3." ( i nvr listen to them anyways) n0 more seeing, MR DANIEL NG, our hip Physics tcher who is always smiling & trying his best to convey his lessons to us.(though,me n bal secretly thinks he's a rapper like SEAN PAUL) hahaa.n0 more seeing, CIKGU SHARIFAH, our wonderful Malay tcher who totally rocks.she's a gangster,i just know it.& she's like the only tcher who really drives the subj into me & makes me understand all the sh**.
haishh.
n not to forget,all the psychopaths in school who never fail to make my days in EAST SPRING SEC memorable.
also the aunties n uncles in the canteen,Cik Basri whos always in art room, n the security guards.
ahhh.gonna miss them alllllllllllll.n the school,the classrooms,the toilets,the hall,the atrium,the field,the everythinggg laaaaaaaa.
hahs.
ayts, tried looking for jobs today & actually contacted Mr Jack Ng, this guy who gave me his number wen i bought a pen meant to help ex prisoners in the society. had already planned everything n i was supposed to meet him at Lavender tmr but of course,things had to go wrong.so, dad didnt agree to this job.& i was like, ok.nvm~ so,maybe headin down the town tmr to search for jobs with high paying salaries.hahaaaaaa.
applied for several jobs already,just hope ade reply or smtn.
& as I was saying,I'm very n0t interested in relationships currently.getting to know, meeting new guys, bla3. very unappealing at the moment. but, this guy insists on doing so, & i had to use every ounce of will power i had to not lash out in vulgarities, cos im NICE.this is how the cnversation went, ( he already initiated a meeting with me,i was trying to decline it nicely by saying im bz n0wadays,which is true! so,this is the continuation)
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
not sure a momment wit u is enough 4 me
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
huh?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
even a moment to c u is enough 4 me
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
hahs.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u sure nt? so c u five mins 0k uh?hahaaa
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
ya sure ok evry min wit u is a lifetime memmory 4 me
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
hahs.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
cmon..
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
i'm serious
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
but its nt like as if u knw me well or smtn
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
wad if i turn out real ugly or real bitchy.hahs.u knw wad i mean?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
hey i'm not a type hu make fren seeing thier looks i onli c the character
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
yea, & wad if i turned out real ugly in terms of character?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
hmmm after knowing u abit i dun tink u r a type of person hu is poor in character
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
uhuh,
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
ya i feel that u r a type of person hu dun want any1 to b hurt cos of u
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
so r u willing o meet ??
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
mit u..& then wad,get to knw u...then?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
then wat ?/
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
if u like me we should tink ahead
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u knw, im jz nt up for this.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
onli if u like la k i didn't mean u will like me then we would conifrm tink ahead
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
i mean,
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
this getting to knw thingy all.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
if u dun wanna meet then its k wit me (crying emoticon)
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
just wann u to noe i'm not like other guys
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u knw, im nt judging u or anitin, & the reason why im telling u im nt up for this isnt bcos i think ur the same as all guys.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
im jz nt interested in this rite nw,i think i've told u b4.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
k sorry to bother u
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
nah,its nt a bother...u don't have to apologise.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
i just tot tat u and i r free after O's so tat's y tot of meeing
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
yea...
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
i can b stranger to u today but a wonderful fren to u tml
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
yea, i knw..tt happens all the time
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
c but onli some frens will last 4eva so losing a chance of having wonderful fren is hurting
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
so i dun wan to miss ma chance getting to noe u gal
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
its nt like as if u'll lose my friendship jz bcos we dun meet,
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
thrs always msn n stuff
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
a person can't b judged through a blind chat some people can onli b seen n judged like u
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
hahs.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u knw,i do have some very gd friends on msn whom i've nvr seen b4 but has left a very gd impression on me.Its really the way u chat n stuff.
to which he didnt reply & went bz.
like, wth,doesnt he goddamn geddit? n hes tellin me hes nt like other guys? well, he sounds like other guys, tts fer damned sure. cmon la, i've heard this bloody phrase, "IM NOT LIKE ANY OTHER GUYS" a gazillion & one times. how much longer do u want me to hear them? & even wen i get ready to get into a new relationship, he's definitely not going to get even close to me.fer sure! & u knw, sometimes,i really regret not being verbally abusive towards fake guys like this, but i jz cant bring myself to do it.& tts bad cos guys like this gotta face the real deal every once in a while. haiyo. got me all fired up sia.
anyways, this is a long long post.
gdbyes~
today has been a wildwild day.
LAST DAY OF GCE O LEVELS EXAMINATIONS!!!! & im elated.extremely elated.like, no more nights of mugging & going to friend's house to study & memorize Chemistry shit.haisshhh...love the freedom now.
so today, after the ppr, teman-ed zura to tamp mart to buy dye.she wants to bleach her hair.& we all went to slack at her crib,me,mid,bal. went there n satisfied my hunger with coke plus ice cream covered with hershey's syrup.yums.then after brkfast, helped zura to do her hair.kinda fun,it being my first time & all.yeah.but, then,while i was doing her hair,my left un-gloved hand felt pain.like,a pin piercing thru it.lols.shocking yet funny kinda pain. dipped it into water then retired for the day.at last, her hair colour turned out ok la..too bright for me, but it was niceee...considering the assistance of 3 very unprofessional ppl.lols.then slacked ard a while more & headed home. while walking with mid n bal,i realised that today was definitely the last day we were gonna walk home together.& it was kinda sad.like, i cant believe how fast time has passed,& like, our secondary school days are over..no more seeing MS HARVEEN's face & hearing her sarcastic jokes.no more seeing MS DAPHNE CHAN, our sexy Chem tcher who can sometimes b a fashion disaster.she,n her lame jokes & movie promoting in between the 5 mins break.hahaa.no more seeing MRS JUNE LEE,our SS tcher who used to be my Geog tcher who is constantly telling us, "At the end of the day, I'm still getting the same amount of salary just like the other teachers here.Its your future that you're deciding.bla3." ( i nvr listen to them anyways) n0 more seeing, MR DANIEL NG, our hip Physics tcher who is always smiling & trying his best to convey his lessons to us.(though,me n bal secretly thinks he's a rapper like SEAN PAUL) hahaa.n0 more seeing, CIKGU SHARIFAH, our wonderful Malay tcher who totally rocks.she's a gangster,i just know it.& she's like the only tcher who really drives the subj into me & makes me understand all the sh**.
haishh.
n not to forget,all the psychopaths in school who never fail to make my days in EAST SPRING SEC memorable.
also the aunties n uncles in the canteen,Cik Basri whos always in art room, n the security guards.
ahhh.gonna miss them alllllllllllll.n the school,the classrooms,the toilets,the hall,the atrium,the field,the everythinggg laaaaaaaa.
hahs.
ayts, tried looking for jobs today & actually contacted Mr Jack Ng, this guy who gave me his number wen i bought a pen meant to help ex prisoners in the society. had already planned everything n i was supposed to meet him at Lavender tmr but of course,things had to go wrong.so, dad didnt agree to this job.& i was like, ok.nvm~ so,maybe headin down the town tmr to search for jobs with high paying salaries.hahaaaaaa.
applied for several jobs already,just hope ade reply or smtn.
& as I was saying,I'm very n0t interested in relationships currently.getting to know, meeting new guys, bla3. very unappealing at the moment. but, this guy insists on doing so, & i had to use every ounce of will power i had to not lash out in vulgarities, cos im NICE.this is how the cnversation went, ( he already initiated a meeting with me,i was trying to decline it nicely by saying im bz n0wadays,which is true! so,this is the continuation)
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
not sure a momment wit u is enough 4 me
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
huh?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
even a moment to c u is enough 4 me
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
hahs.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u sure nt? so c u five mins 0k uh?hahaaa
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
ya sure ok evry min wit u is a lifetime memmory 4 me
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
hahs.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
cmon..
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
i'm serious
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
but its nt like as if u knw me well or smtn
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
wad if i turn out real ugly or real bitchy.hahs.u knw wad i mean?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
hey i'm not a type hu make fren seeing thier looks i onli c the character
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
yea, & wad if i turned out real ugly in terms of character?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
hmmm after knowing u abit i dun tink u r a type of person hu is poor in character
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
uhuh,
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
ya i feel that u r a type of person hu dun want any1 to b hurt cos of u
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
so r u willing o meet ??
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
mit u..& then wad,get to knw u...then?
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
then wat ?/
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
if u like me we should tink ahead
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u knw, im jz nt up for this.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
onli if u like la k i didn't mean u will like me then we would conifrm tink ahead
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
i mean,
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
this getting to knw thingy all.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
if u dun wanna meet then its k wit me (crying emoticon)
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
just wann u to noe i'm not like other guys
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u knw, im nt judging u or anitin, & the reason why im telling u im nt up for this isnt bcos i think ur the same as all guys.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
im jz nt interested in this rite nw,i think i've told u b4.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
k sorry to bother u
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
nah,its nt a bother...u don't have to apologise.
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
i just tot tat u and i r free after O's so tat's y tot of meeing
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
yea...
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
i can b stranger to u today but a wonderful fren to u tml
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
yea, i knw..tt happens all the time
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
c but onli some frens will last 4eva so losing a chance of having wonderful fren is hurting
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
so i dun wan to miss ma chance getting to noe u gal
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
its nt like as if u'll lose my friendship jz bcos we dun meet,
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
thrs always msn n stuff
[c=46][b]♠UBAI♠[/b][/c] says:
a person can't b judged through a blind chat some people can onli b seen n judged like u
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
hahs.
Irah SO WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCKSTARRRR!. . says:
u knw,i do have some very gd friends on msn whom i've nvr seen b4 but has left a very gd impression on me.Its really the way u chat n stuff.
to which he didnt reply & went bz.
like, wth,doesnt he goddamn geddit? n hes tellin me hes nt like other guys? well, he sounds like other guys, tts fer damned sure. cmon la, i've heard this bloody phrase, "IM NOT LIKE ANY OTHER GUYS" a gazillion & one times. how much longer do u want me to hear them? & even wen i get ready to get into a new relationship, he's definitely not going to get even close to me.fer sure! & u knw, sometimes,i really regret not being verbally abusive towards fake guys like this, but i jz cant bring myself to do it.& tts bad cos guys like this gotta face the real deal every once in a while. haiyo. got me all fired up sia.
anyways, this is a long long post.
gdbyes~