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Oh hello. I am Narah and I am 18. Dark chocolates,marshmallows and novels are my favorite things.

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Friday, November 7, 2008
love.whatever~

I chatted with a new friend today. & we were discussing about love & relationships,bla3. I told him, that im jz so sick of it. Falling in "love", getting into a relationship, spending time with him, getting involved, spending time & energy to make it work. Its just so routine, & a lil frustrating. Though I've been single for nearing 3 months now,I'm definitely in no rush to get into a new one. haha. blame it on maybe a bad past,my previous relationship was a sucker. Regrets, crying, i don't wanna go through it again. Then again, you meet new people, & u develop feelings for them..then, you wonder, whats next? hahs.

I hate it how some guys make you feel like, they're only talking to u n stuff cos they want u to think they're nice, & they don't want you to feel bad because you like them.its like, cmon be real ayts. Don't pity someone & give them false hopes. I'm sick & tired of that. That's why i want SOMEONE(brownie) to kn0w, tt i'm not dying for you or anitin..Just bcos i confessed to you that i liked you sometime back, it doesn't mean you can make use of me, give me false hopes & toy around with my emotions. I'm not desperate for your love,pretty boy.I'm not yearning for you, I'm not crazy about you.I just like you, but I definitely won't be your dog. Get that straight ayts.

Oh, & i've always wanted to tell you this,I'm not some kinda robot who is always nice with a sweet voice. I am a normal human with emotions & reactions like you. I fall ill, I have mood swings & I can be a bitch. Just because I'm nice to you usually doesn't mean I can be taken advantage of.& just because I'm nice doesn't mean I can't behave accordingly towards you if you're being a complete ass****. & sometimes, though i wanna apologise if I've done something wrong accidentally, your immediate reaction towards the err I did hugely affects my decision of apologising. I get hurt too when you say things that you don't mean to say, but can be figured out, which is that you obviously do not care & feel the same way as I do. I get pissed too just like you. I get tired of things too just like you. So, I'm sorry if I've made you have the impression that you've made friends with a sweet-voiced,nice robot.

wooo.my mind's cleared.
gdbyes.