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Friday, August 19, 2011
If.
I admitted, would it be like before?
I face you, would it be like the scene in my head?
I turned back, would it have been different?
I grabbed your hand that night, would it be like this now?
I leaned on you for forty winks, would it be cherished?
They can take away what we planned but not our yesterday.
I face you, would it be like the scene in my head?
I turned back, would it have been different?
I grabbed your hand that night, would it be like this now?
I leaned on you for forty winks, would it be cherished?
They can take away what we planned but not our yesterday.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Why do we have to grow up?
All of a sudden, I miss my ITE days.
Reaching school at 8 and going to the canteen to get breakfast because we have a 15 minutes grace period.
Messing around with not so important yet important modules and pissing lecturers off.
Doing stupid things with the girls on the last floor of the block and ending up with dearest Edmund. And it wasn't the last time either we ended up with him. :)
Wearing the lanyard & making a fuss about friends who thinks wearing the lanyard is a big fussy thing :)
Walking around aimlessly in school & going to the furthest toilet just to waste time away.
Getting locked out of classes because I came late.
Running around the dreaded school carpark & jogging track at the back.
Getting stressed up over projects with impossible deadlines.
Getting stressed up about bitches in class. Actually, that's only one bitch we're talking about.
Laughing about this person and that person.
Having all the nicknames for all our eye candies. I miss seeing Dinosaur :(
Dressing up for Halloween.
Dressing up for dances.
Dressing up for art exhibitions.
Acting out stories.
Telling stories.
Making puppets.
Setting up learning corners.
Having our own "stomp" performance with pails.
Camping out in school.
Puffing in school because the security guard is snoring his ass off.
Puffing outside the school gate and getting sabotaged by jealous people.
Getting sent out of school camp.
I still laugh at the memory of that one.
And the people I've met here...
This two years doesn't seem so wasted after all.
If you look at it from one perspective.
I wanna go back to those days. Badly.
Reaching school at 8 and going to the canteen to get breakfast because we have a 15 minutes grace period.
Messing around with not so important yet important modules and pissing lecturers off.
Doing stupid things with the girls on the last floor of the block and ending up with dearest Edmund. And it wasn't the last time either we ended up with him. :)
Wearing the lanyard & making a fuss about friends who thinks wearing the lanyard is a big fussy thing :)
Walking around aimlessly in school & going to the furthest toilet just to waste time away.
Getting locked out of classes because I came late.
Running around the dreaded school carpark & jogging track at the back.
Getting stressed up over projects with impossible deadlines.
Getting stressed up about bitches in class. Actually, that's only one bitch we're talking about.
Laughing about this person and that person.
Having all the nicknames for all our eye candies. I miss seeing Dinosaur :(
Dressing up for Halloween.
Dressing up for dances.
Dressing up for art exhibitions.
Acting out stories.
Telling stories.
Making puppets.
Setting up learning corners.
Having our own "stomp" performance with pails.
Camping out in school.
Puffing in school because the security guard is snoring his ass off.
Puffing outside the school gate and getting sabotaged by jealous people.
Getting sent out of school camp.
I still laugh at the memory of that one.
And the people I've met here...
This two years doesn't seem so wasted after all.
If you look at it from one perspective.
I wanna go back to those days. Badly.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
If.
If you just realise what I just realise, we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other.
But its not the same, it'll never be the same, if you don't feel it too.
I feel like I'm being bombarded with so much of negativity, I could just curl up and cry.
Ever thankful for people who cares to listen and be there. I really am.
And I just realised there are far more bigger things that can determine your happiness than the normal issues we usually think plays a major part in our everyday lives.
But if I had a wish, I'd wish I could rewind everything & realise it sooner instead of now, when it kinda seems too late.
I wish I could hold on tightly to the ones who were there in front of me instead of doing the opposite.
These are all wishes.
Reality check.
It takes two hands to clap.
It takes realisation to hit the spot.
Goodnight.
But its not the same, it'll never be the same, if you don't feel it too.
I feel like I'm being bombarded with so much of negativity, I could just curl up and cry.
Ever thankful for people who cares to listen and be there. I really am.
And I just realised there are far more bigger things that can determine your happiness than the normal issues we usually think plays a major part in our everyday lives.
But if I had a wish, I'd wish I could rewind everything & realise it sooner instead of now, when it kinda seems too late.
I wish I could hold on tightly to the ones who were there in front of me instead of doing the opposite.
These are all wishes.
Reality check.
It takes two hands to clap.
It takes realisation to hit the spot.
Goodnight.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Okay, I got it about the priority and option shit I always read about.
I just didn't know I'll be facing it.
The feeling sucks.
Maybe I deserve it or maybe its just not meant to be that way.
Fuck it.
I just didn't know I'll be facing it.
The feeling sucks.
Maybe I deserve it or maybe its just not meant to be that way.
Fuck it.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Spend my nights with you please.
To care is important.
It makes a difference in the importance of an individual in one's life.
There are those who care, and are valued,
And there are those who never seem to care, and are just not important to someone.
I care about some people, but I find it difficult to care about those who do not care about themselves or me.
I'm only human.
It makes a difference in the importance of an individual in one's life.
There are those who care, and are valued,
And there are those who never seem to care, and are just not important to someone.
I care about some people, but I find it difficult to care about those who do not care about themselves or me.
I'm only human.
Friday, June 24, 2011
Stains on the cheek.
Seems like the week will get worse as time goes by.
I'm most affected by today. Yes, I'm a selfish and self centered girl who is such a disappointment.
Maybe nothing I do will ever be enough.
Then maybe I just don't want to give a fuck anymore.
And the biggest disappointment is knowing the one I counted on to be there is no longer there.
Human nature to depend on others without realising it. Its noone's fault really.
It just happens.
I'm most affected by today. Yes, I'm a selfish and self centered girl who is such a disappointment.
Maybe nothing I do will ever be enough.
Then maybe I just don't want to give a fuck anymore.
And the biggest disappointment is knowing the one I counted on to be there is no longer there.
Human nature to depend on others without realising it. Its noone's fault really.
It just happens.
Monday, June 13, 2011
Bloody hell.
Some people need to understand where they're coming from and where they stand in the society before thinking they can so easily judge others.
Don't get into my personal thoughts and question them.
Some people need to understand where they're coming from and where they stand in the society before thinking they can so easily judge others.
Don't get into my personal thoughts and question them.