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Tuesday, March 29, 2011
I think there's something wrong with me.
They seem to think so. I can't obviously see if there's any change. Maybe not yet.
Maybe I should wait and see.
That's a lot of waiting I've been doing.
Busybusybusy this week. Finally.
Toodles.
They seem to think so. I can't obviously see if there's any change. Maybe not yet.
Maybe I should wait and see.
That's a lot of waiting I've been doing.
Busybusybusy this week. Finally.
Toodles.
Monday, March 28, 2011
I'm getting tired of it. Fucking tired.
Bloody hell.
Bloody hell.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Pieces of me.
A friend of mine never fails to amaze me with his resilience and willpower.
Sometimes, when little unfortunate incidents occur in our lives, we get worked up over it and create a huge fuss on how unfair life is treating us and how everyone else always has it easier and never has to go through this shit we're going through. I don't have to point fingers at anyone, personally, even I need reminders every now and then about this. Yes, at times I do feel like life's unfair and everyone else is living so happily. But I still need to be reminded of the fact that not everyone is this way. If I'm in this position, there'll always be someone lower, who's going through a lot more shit than I am and still not complaining. We tend be unappreciative of the things we have in life and take it for granted because we know it'll always be there. I'm guilty of that. I know a lot of people guilty of that. And maybe its just us humans. We just have that set of mentality.
And my friend, always coming and going, never fails to impress me with this. Make me sit back and think for a moment. How can someone go through so much and still wish to try to make things better for himself? Where does all that determination come from? Granted, I cannot judge him fully because I'm unaware of his flaws. Or maybe I'm just overlooking any flaws because at least, he's making something work in his life despite everything around him.
This is random, but talking to him always makes me think. Seriously. haha.
And red is in now.
Goodnight :)
Sometimes, when little unfortunate incidents occur in our lives, we get worked up over it and create a huge fuss on how unfair life is treating us and how everyone else always has it easier and never has to go through this shit we're going through. I don't have to point fingers at anyone, personally, even I need reminders every now and then about this. Yes, at times I do feel like life's unfair and everyone else is living so happily. But I still need to be reminded of the fact that not everyone is this way. If I'm in this position, there'll always be someone lower, who's going through a lot more shit than I am and still not complaining. We tend be unappreciative of the things we have in life and take it for granted because we know it'll always be there. I'm guilty of that. I know a lot of people guilty of that. And maybe its just us humans. We just have that set of mentality.
And my friend, always coming and going, never fails to impress me with this. Make me sit back and think for a moment. How can someone go through so much and still wish to try to make things better for himself? Where does all that determination come from? Granted, I cannot judge him fully because I'm unaware of his flaws. Or maybe I'm just overlooking any flaws because at least, he's making something work in his life despite everything around him.
This is random, but talking to him always makes me think. Seriously. haha.
And red is in now.
Goodnight :)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Take your shirt off.
I don't understand my mind.
Do you understand yours?
Thought about it before?
Irrational, hasty, negative. Is that just one part of the whole thing? So many things in my head. And I have at least one negative opinion about one of it.
I think I'm a difficult girl. I don't think, I know.
:S
And someone's always there, random or not, to give the reassurance and open up a different view on the situation. How long more do I have to rely on these.
Guess I'm still learning. And the people here who gets the trash whilst I'm learning just bears with it, or takes it in stride. Loved.
The best part about that night, just having you close and the silence. That's the best.
Talk about someone who "never" sleeps outside. Pfffffft. XD
Gotta get up and gogogogogogogo. I'm always holding back even when I want to do so many things. Its annoying. The word 'lazy' is a big part of my life now. Sadly.
Baah.
Do you understand yours?
Thought about it before?
Irrational, hasty, negative. Is that just one part of the whole thing? So many things in my head. And I have at least one negative opinion about one of it.
I think I'm a difficult girl. I don't think, I know.
:S
And someone's always there, random or not, to give the reassurance and open up a different view on the situation. How long more do I have to rely on these.
Guess I'm still learning. And the people here who gets the trash whilst I'm learning just bears with it, or takes it in stride. Loved.
The best part about that night, just having you close and the silence. That's the best.
Talk about someone who "never" sleeps outside. Pfffffft. XD
Gotta get up and gogogogogogogo. I'm always holding back even when I want to do so many things. Its annoying. The word 'lazy' is a big part of my life now. Sadly.
Baah.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Just like the nose, stomachs can have flu too.
This is not how I intended to spend my holidays.
I've thrown up so many times, she told me I look so calm when I threw up last night. Yea, I'm used to my stomach rejecting food. I just hate the throwing up part.
I've got a reason to take my time with smaller portions of food if I intend to keep the food in my stomach longer.
Haha.
I can't wait to feel better and go out with everyone. I don't think I'll be able to spend two weeks not eating properly :(
At times when I feel better, I remember that doctor saying that even though I feel like I've fully recovered, I will still be down with this stomach flu. :(
Did I mention I've lost 2kgs in about 1 and a half day?
I don't want this to drag, I wanna go out and eat normally.
Baah.
I've thrown up so many times, she told me I look so calm when I threw up last night. Yea, I'm used to my stomach rejecting food. I just hate the throwing up part.
I've got a reason to take my time with smaller portions of food if I intend to keep the food in my stomach longer.
Haha.
I can't wait to feel better and go out with everyone. I don't think I'll be able to spend two weeks not eating properly :(
At times when I feel better, I remember that doctor saying that even though I feel like I've fully recovered, I will still be down with this stomach flu. :(
Did I mention I've lost 2kgs in about 1 and a half day?
I don't want this to drag, I wanna go out and eat normally.
Baah.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Jet it now.
You told me if I beat the high score, I'll have a chance. And I did, so that's how it started.
To remember the exact words and the situation, its totally unexpected of you. Made me smile in the dark at that hour.
Then came that silly dream. It isn't you, I don't believe it, I won't actually. The reality is what matters.
I still wonder what my favourite children are up to in school. I miss the hugs and kisses from them. I miss hugging and kissing them. I miss their stinky and sweet smell. I miss the colleagues. I miss the aunty.
It maybe part of a memory now, a good and bad one. Let's just see what the future holds.
Had a gooood time with all of them at school. Missed them all.
Now, who's up for some shopping, picnic and photo takings?
:D
To remember the exact words and the situation, its totally unexpected of you. Made me smile in the dark at that hour.
Then came that silly dream. It isn't you, I don't believe it, I won't actually. The reality is what matters.
I still wonder what my favourite children are up to in school. I miss the hugs and kisses from them. I miss hugging and kissing them. I miss their stinky and sweet smell. I miss the colleagues. I miss the aunty.
It maybe part of a memory now, a good and bad one. Let's just see what the future holds.
Had a gooood time with all of them at school. Missed them all.
Now, who's up for some shopping, picnic and photo takings?
:D
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Now I've got me, myself and I.
I don't like feeling irritated before going to bed.
:(
I already am and then another thing comes up.
What's up with Singaporeans speaking English in an American/British accent?
Is that their definition of good english? Do they actually think they are pronouncing and enunciating every word perfectly by speaking with an accent?
Initially, I assumed it was just some of these silly boys and girls who think its cool to talk this way up on Youtube.
But I'm hearing it more often nowadays and it irks the heck outta me. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way.
These people need help. Please go for some "Speak good English" course. Seriously. Yea, we're Singaporeans, its obvious enough, Singlish is expected to come out of our mouths. But you can choose whether or not you wish to structure your sentences and words properly. You don't have to speak with an accent to show people you can speak English fluently.
Damn.
And I can't be bothered. Its frustrating you know. Just less than 5 mins.
Now, I'd be more worried if my friend doesn't text me for a day instead. Same ol?
Crap.
The only thing I'm happy about, I'm gonna have someone to annoy again everyday at home. Glad that annoying & childish brother of mine is coming back daily. :D Maybe I spoke too soon.
Morning~