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Oh hello. I am Narah and I am 18. Dark chocolates,marshmallows and novels are my favorite things.



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Monday, November 30, 2009
Irah is in a cupboard.Not looking for Narnia or aniting, she's jz in a cupboard.

I now understand why females seem to have difficulty finding a boyfriend who is sensitive, caring, slim & good-looking. That type already have bloody boyfriends!!

thought she knew what she was thinking but is now thinking other thoughts and doesn't know what to think of these thoughts


In the Naughty Corner, I don't think about what I've done wrong. I plan how to do it the next time without getting caught. :P


is old enough to know better, young enough to do it anyways

Just as I think I have it all sorted out and life is going great. There you are again, and now the memories are flooding back and all I can do is try not to cry.

Friday, November 27, 2009

oh yes darlings,


SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!



toodles.
XOXO.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

If I'm such a disappointment to you, then you've shown it quite well. Thank you.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

& you may have treated me like a small kid.
You expect me to be sitting here every week, waiting and waiting.
Just to spend a little time with you.
& each time something crops up, you renew your promise.
So,once again I sit and wait for you.
But something else happens.
& then I realise you never wish to do what you promised.
You just said it to make you feel better on the inside because you know guilt is gnawing you.
Guilt because you know there are people here who care so much for you & make such a big fuss over you when you come.
But what do you give in return?
Nothing.
Nothing at all.
So if you're going to repeat your promise again to me,
I won't be as expectant & excited as a child awaiting candies.
I won't put much hope in spending time with you.
I won't.


bloody fucked up.
i feel like shit.
everyone just thinks about hw tired they are and how life is unfair to them. but they NEVER TRY to think about how they're making other people feel.
i've had enough of self centered assholes like you people who think the world must operate according to your every fucking whim and fancy.
FUCK YOU;
I have feelings too.
She has feelings too.
I have absofuckinglutely no intentions to speak to the both of you so please don't try to do the same.
Thanks.



PS: Thanks for the exam tips Farah:)

Friday, November 20, 2009

















& tha kiddos arrived...












CLOWNING AROUNDDD.

WOO.
had fun today at sch for the CLOWNING AROUND carnival.
even though it seemed short, i think messing ard with the kids was super fun.
will upload piccas tmr.
tired nw.
looking frwrd for wtever plans tmr.
toodles!
XOXO.



PS: Pls dont make us lose what we have left.

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009


I don't know what's right & what's wrong anymore.
I don't know how I'm meant to feel, anymore.




Can someone please admonish/scold/put sense into my head?


I know what I'm doing is wrong.
But I don't know why I still do it.

i'd like to make myself believe, that Planet Earth moves..slowly.

olas.
went to town area with grp members today aftr sch to find some stuffs for projects. loads of fun & laughter. aftr tt, had time to meet up with sons bal aini addey & zuu together wit syiqin.miss them loads,hoping to spend time wit them tiz sat.woots.
anyways, during my train ride from tamp to bishan, was reading this book tts part of my assignment in sch. being a bookworm,it was easy. but this book had such a depressing effect on me during the 45 mins of train ride. the tales of what Dave Pelzer went through in his childhood made me go through a swirl of emotions,mainly sadness. its really heart-wrenching to read the viewpoint of the author himself when he was a child. the innocence of his thoughts at tt age can really move one to tears. you should read it too, its a pretty gd bargain at POPULAR. 3 stories compiled in a book for 25 bucks.


ayts then. throbbing headache. gtg nw.
toodless~
xoxo

Sunday, November 15, 2009

ola.
So i went to Malaysia for a one-day trip on Sat.
We went to a place called PULAU PENGERANG.
& I'm gon let the piccas do the talking...
these pics were from the ostrich farm. there are ostrich's eggs,eggshells tt they use for various purposes and even ostrich skin.ugh.











& this is, idk where,sum jetty with beautiful dark skies..lols.





& this is Pulau Pengerang...






& this are jz sum parts whr us girls went a lil crazee in the van...








& we indulged. OREO CHEESECAKE.it was wonderful ok.












& on Sunday, I went out wit my little precious camera and took a lil trip to Pasir Ris on foot. ah, serene.