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Oh hello. I am Narah and I am 18. Dark chocolates,marshmallows and novels are my favorite things.

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

this sucks.
i can't taste nor smell anything.
body temperature is at its highest, 39.3.
coughing is horrible.
& all this sums up to early pneumonia.
it sounds so scary.
apparently,my lung is infected.
jeez.
i hope i can go to school tmr.

can't wait to meet lovelies on the 28th.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

nad is bored at home.
nad feels sick.
nad wants to go school.
nad hates chocolate snowshake.
it isn't the same anymore.
nad is sloooooowly starting to adapt to sc.not fully though.
nad hopes she can change.
nad has to start studying cos exams are peeking around the corner.
nad's scared but nad wants to pass fabulously.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Sometimes i wish i had no objective to fulfill in life.
I wish i didnt have a care in this world.
I wish i can just ignore all my priorities.
I wish I can live life as free as a bird.
But I'm a human being,
created for a special purpose.
And i hope that no matter what setbacks i encounter in my course of life,I will somehow find the courage to persevere and move on.
How can I be so affected when this is just the beginning?
I keep on thinking that there is a reason why I am where I am today and why I am what I am. So till I find the reason, I won't be giving up.
Hopefully,I would still move on.
Insyallah.
& to that girl, Sorry, but I tried helping you. If you refuse to help yourself, there's nothing I can do about it.

Tough times never last.
Only tough people do.

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Thursday, August 13, 2009


dilemma.
i am disappointed in myself.
in my negligence in wads important.
in my priorities in life.
i've been trying, but i can't change overnight.
i can't be a better, more hardworking, more dedicated, less lazy,more disciplined teenager the next morning.
i need time and i need motivation.
i hope i find it & maintain it somehow or another.
words spoken in the past has to live up to its name.
its a matter of prestige.
more importantly, its a matter of proving to them who i am.
its to prove to them that we're not all hopeless.
we're better than their kids.
its a matter of achieving something in this life.
its a matter of reaching out & actually feeling my dreams materialize.
& what am i doing?
throwing it all away.
i gotta prevent influence from playing sucha big role in my life.
let's face it together.
insyallah, i will have the strength,wisdom & courage to continue this.
amin.

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Thursday, August 6, 2009


HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY.
love you~